[There are a lot of advantages to the Oath and he wouldn't take it back, but also, it kind of sucks to know Maya's on the other end of this. It seems like an unpleasant thing to expose her to, even if there's no way to avoid it.]
[There's a moment of bright frustration, because he knows he can't explain what he's mad about in the right way. Part of him thinks he shouldn't even be mad, but part of him knows he should. It's weird and confusing and he doesn't wanna deal with it.]
He's being — he's just being shitty and stupid. Sayin' stuff like it's his fault he got killed.
[ mista is right to be mad, though. she even thinks she understands it, somewhat. she certainly came face to face with it in wonderland. and it hurt, to see him tear himself apart over something he was a victim of. ]
It's gonna be hard to get through to him. But I think... no, I know you can do it.
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[He mostly sounds tired when he answers.]
Alex.
[Just Alex.]
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[ but that checks out. ]
The... Ogata thing? Or something else?
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[There's a moment of bright frustration, because he knows he can't explain what he's mad about in the right way. Part of him thinks he shouldn't even be mad, but part of him knows he should. It's weird and confusing and he doesn't wanna deal with it.]
He's being — he's just being shitty and stupid. Sayin' stuff like it's his fault he got killed.
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... He's got a lot of guilt issues.
[ mista is right to be mad, though. she even thinks she understands it, somewhat. she certainly came face to face with it in wonderland. and it hurt, to see him tear himself apart over something he was a victim of. ]
It's gonna be hard to get through to him. But I think... no, I know you can do it.